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Something really interesting just happened.

There was a suicide scene at my block. My eldest brother was informed and he told me. Maybe his SCDF friends told him or something. And so I went to look at the kitchen window but I saw no one lah. I think the person is stading at the middle of the block lah, then my flat is like at the end. So I can't see lah. There was the Paramedics vehicle, the big fire engine and the cute-cute fire engine(not the Red Rhino). This idiotic moronic ass wanted to commit suicide. I think in the end he/she didn't cos the paramedics didn't bring anyone into the van. There wasn't even a crowd. How strange. I thought Singporeans are 'kiasu'? I really hate people who wanted to commit suicide but decided not to when the SCDF and Police arrive. Like WTH! Waste their time sia! Kau fikir orang-orang ni takde kerja lain nak buat ke apa?

Anyway,he told me about the cases he had yesterday during break fast. He had to attend to cases like LPG fire, api lalang kat kubur, accident and the person is burnt and his brain is like all over. That is what my brother said lah. And he said they cannot even see his brain then one of them accidently step on it. That was super gross! And then this morning when he was about to go home they received a call about an accident. So he had to go lah.

Okay bye!!

And our class finally had a proper PE lesson after God-knows how long. The few girls played Captain's Ball. We always play that during PE lah. And he scolded us of some little things. Oh whatever! That's typical of him anyway.

And what's wrong with singers now man? Like The Pussycat Dolls. It's like only one of them are singing. And the rest? Dancers? Bloody hell! Like the 'Buttons' videoclip, only that person(I don't know her name) sings and the rest were like dancing. And some were like just "ohhhh ohhh". That person is better of being a solo artist man.And Nelly Furtado. I miss her old songs like 'Try' and 'I'm like a Bird'. Those bloody old songs were nicer than her new songs.

And The Veronicas rock big time! I love their 'Mouthshut', 'Heavily Broken' and 'When It All Falls Apart'. These songs totally rock my stinky socks! And West Grand Boulevard rock too! I love their 'Waiting For You'. Evanescence's Call me When You're Sober rock too. And so does Hinder's Lips of an Angel. You guys better listen to these few songs. It's really cool! And not forgetting Jack Mannequin's Dark Blue! And Lifehouse's songs and Story Of the Year's songs. Ahhh!!!

Okay bye!

And what's wrong with singers now man? Like The Pussycat Dolls. It's like only one of them are singing. And the rest? Dancers? Bloody hell! Like the 'Buttons' videoclip, only that person(I don't know her name) sings and the rest were like dancing. And some were like just "ohhhh ohhh". That person is better of being a solo artist man.And Nelly Furtado. I miss her old songs like 'Try' and 'I'm like a Bird'. Those bloody old songs were nicer than her new songs. And Fergie's London Bridge is a total crap! Oh shit! I shall talk about the better singers now.

The Veronicas rock big time! I love their 'Mouthshut', 'Heavily Broken' and 'When It All Falls Apart'. These songs totally rock my stinky socks! And West Grand Boulevard rock too! I love their 'Waiting For You'. Evanescence's Call me When You're Sober rock too. And so does Hinder's Lips of an Angel. You guys better listen to these few songs. It's really cool! And not forgetting Jack Mannequin's Dark Blue! And Lifehouse's songs and Story Of the Year's songs. Ahhh!!!

Okay bye!

Okay, firstly I wanna wish HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to a few people. I actually messaged them on their birthday but no harm posting it up right?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST DADDY!(20th Sept 2006)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AISHAH!(2Oth Sept 2006)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JIANMEI(21st Sept 2006)
HAPPT BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NADIA(BPGHS)(21st Sept 2006)

School's been great lately. Prelims results are okay. Execept for Chemistry that is. I suck at it anyway. I went out to the library with Shafira yesterday. Our usual place was taken by God knows who. So decided to sit outside JEC. Did my Chemistry worksheet and some revision on it too. Then she showed her family tree cos I really don't understand her's. After that I explained mine. Went to have dinner at LJS and talk about some stuffs.

Like, what's wrong with the teenagers now man? Like *'kens' sia! Seriously! With all those Ska, Rudies or whatever shit you call that. And what's with all those youngsters smoking and shit? Peer presure I suppose? That's bullshit I tell you! It's either "you want or you don't want". As quoted by Miss Shafira, who has a Degree in Talking Cock. Okay, even if you're influenced by your friends, you got your own brain to think right? You don't follow what your friend does don't you? I mean, you're matured enough to think on your own right? For God's sake, have a mind of your own lah! Think of your future will you! And yes I know it's your life and you can do anything with your life but think you bloody fucker! You'll go nowhere without proper education. And be grateful that you have a chance to have at least a decent education unlike those kids in Africa. The new generation is getting very "I-don't-know-how-to-describe-them", lah. And with you people who is going to be the future successors of Singapore, I don't know what to say dude. We can't always depend on foreign talent all the time. They will eventually leave Singapore and it's up to us to apply all those we learnt in the future. Study is for your own good people. The teachers' don't lose anything when you fail, it's you who does. And even with good education but you have a bad record it's no use lah. I remember when I was in Primary 5, my friends and I did some bad things and our names were NEARLY RECORDED IN THE BETA SYSTEM. Stress nearly. And having your name in the BETA System is not a good thing,seriously.

*short for kentals.

And what's with people having abortions and pre-marital sex? You can have sex all day long after you get married what.

And what's with people who are not straight? I mean it's not wrong with not being straight. But think about it. Let's say you're a girl(if you are then good), and after breaking up with your girlfriend you happen to like a guy. And that guy knows about your past. Will the guy be able to accept you for who you are now? And being un-straight(no such word, I think) kinda tells others that there aren't enough guys in this world. For goodness sake! There are lotsa other guys out there!

Okay, that's just the random things Shaf and I talked about. We were walking out of LJS when Shaf suddenly turned and whispered to me,"kau tengok nama dia(one of LJS's employee)." And so I did, and I laughed like anything. Shaf said the people in KFC were even looking at me. His name is U Teo by the way. And we made up this stupid joke. It's like,"U turn. I turn? No,U teo." And we started laughing like some crazyass or something. And while were crossing the road she said,
Shaf: Padahal boleh naik bas kat situ seh.
ME: Eh, tu pasal lah.
Shaf: Apalagi? You turn ah.
(We were reaching the other end by that time and we're left with 4s)
ME: Serious? Jom ah.
And we ran back. Like crazy sia. Okay that's all.

Yesterday's Menkadi was okay. Like usual. We went through our Physics and Chemistry SA2. My Chemistry was okay. Don't bother asking about Physics cos I didn't come when they conducted the exam. We're gonna go thru Math paper this coming week and then it's free for all coz he said we don't need to bring our books. And it's the last day of Mendaki this week!! Yessa! Today's Madrasah was a-okay.

To all Muslims out there, Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!

Okayy byee!

Okay. Some random facts from Prelim English Paper 2.
Passage A is about water. And I find it very very interesting. Besides air water is the most important thing you need to live. That I know you know. And I know you need to drink at least 8-10 glasses a day too. That is for the less active people. For example those who seldom exercise. For those who exercise regularly needs like about 16 glasses? If I'm not wrong. And there's something about water retention too. But I forget what it means. And your kidneys need water to dissolve the acid that the kidneys "let go". And believe if or not. Water is also a way to fat loss. You need water to metabolise your fat equally. And ever since that English paper last Tuesday I've been drinking lots of water(I was inspired lah). Even if start going to the toilet regularly when you drink lotsa water it's okay cause as time goes by your bladder will get use to it. So you'll go to the toilet less often to urinate but at a larger amount.

Passage B is about sleep. People in modern world hasn't been having enough sleep. And last time, the average hours of sleep people get were 9.5hours per night. And now it's reduced to 6.5hours per night. And if you sleep 1 hour later than you usually does every day, you already lost a week opf sleep. I think that's all I can remember about sleep lah.

Okay bye!

1. Full name: Siti Fatimah Ismail
2. Name backwards:liamsI hamitaF itiS
3. Meaning of the name: I only know 'fatimah'. It's yang tidak menyusu lagi(Don't laugh you bloody asshole! Like yours is better!). Don't know how to convert it in English.
4. Nickname: Faht, Fatim. People call me alot of different kinds of name lah.
5. Screen name: uhh. no idea.
6. D.O.B: 07 July 1990
7. Place of birth: Singapore.
8. Nationality: Singaporean.
9. Current location: My brother's room.
10. Star sign: Cancer
11. Religion: Islam
12. Height: 1.56m.
13. Weight: 53kg?
14. Shoe size: Depends on different kinds of shoe.
15. Hair colour: Brown only if you see it clearly but black when wet.
16. Eye colour: Dark brown. (I'm not lying lah!) See it properly!
17. Who do you think you look like: My Dearest Dad!
18. Innie or outtie: Erm.. I don't quite get it.
19. Lefty of righty: Righty rocks.
20. Gay,straight,bi or other: Straight.
21. Best friends: Iman, Shafira, Aishah.
22. Best friends u trust most: All of the above.
23. Favourite pals: All of my friends. What kind of question is this??
24. Best friend of opposite sex: None.
25. Best buddies: Basirah, Cynthia, LY. Shima, Mardiah...a lot lah
26. Boyfriend or girlfriend: None.
27. Crush: None.
28. Parents: One father and one mother. No less no more.
29. Worst enemy: None
30. Favourite online guy: None.
31. Favourite online gal: uh.
32. Craziest fren: Shima aka Kambeng.
33. Advice fren: Huh?
34. Loudest friend: For sure it's gonna be Aidil.
35. Person u cry with: I cry alone.
36. Any sisters: None
37. Any brother: TWO! And I LOVE them! <3
38. Any pets: None.
39. Any disease: Had Asthma before. Wait, is that a disease?
40. Pager: Never had one.
41. Personal phone line: None
42. Phone: Nokia.
43. Lava lamp: None.
44. Pool or hot tube: None.
45. A car: Would like to.
46. Your personality: Quiet.
47. Driving: Not yet.
48. Room: Messy.
49. What's missing: My eldest brother. He's working right now. And I'm missing him although he's coming back tmr.
50. School: Jurongville, and proud of it.(Really am)
51. Bed: In my room.
52. Relationship wif parents: Really great.
53. Believe in urself: Yes, I do.
54. Believe in love at first sight: Um.. No idea.
55. Good listener: I think.
56. Get along well wif parents: Yes, I get along well with my parents. Why are you asking this again?
57. Save email conversations: Nope.
58. Pray: To God.
59. Believe in reincarnation: Hmm..
60. Make fun of ppl: Not really.
61. Like to talk on the phone: Hardly.
62. Want to get married: I guess.
63. Like to drive: Of course.
64. Motion sickness: Huh?
65. Eat stem of broccoli: No. I don't eat veggies.
66. Eat chicken wif fork: Nope. With hands.
67. Dream in colour: Most of the times it's in black and white.
68. Type wif ur fingers on home role: What's a home role?
69. Sleep wif stuff animals: Nope. Threw my hippo years ago.
70. Next to you: Elder brother who is sleeping.
71. On the walls of your room: Nothing except the whiteboard.
72. On your mousepad: The mouse. DUHH!
73. Dream car: A black Mazda 3 or a black Volkswagen Beetle.
74. Dream date: Um. Not sure yet..
75. Dream honeymoon spot: Australia.
76. Dream husband n wife: Huh?
77. Bedtime: 11pm.
78. Under ur bed: My box full of books, the vacuum cleaner and some things which I don't know what it contains.
79. Single most important question: What is my purpose in life??
80. Bad time of the day: When I'm tired and trying not to sleep in Chemistry class and listen to Mrs Heng blabbering.
81. Your worst fear: Insects that fly.
82. The weather is: I've got no idea. But it just rained though.
83. Time: 9.46pm
84. Date: 15 September 2006
85. Best trick did on someone: Not sure.
86. Theme song: What?
87. Hardest thing about growing up: Responsibility.
88. Funniest experience: The time when both my brother and I stood up and defend ourselves thinking that we wanted to hit each other and laughed after that.
89. Scariest experience: When I was stuck in the lift TWICE. But luckily there's still light and air. And the time when I was in my uncle's car and we met into an accident.
90. Silliest thing u have ever said: Not sure. I always say silly things which I mayself don't understang what I'm talking about.
91. Most desperate and funniest thing u have ever done to an opposite sex: Urm. Noting yet I suppose.
92. Scariest thing when you are with your friends: Not aure. A lot of things happen when I'm with my friends.
93. Worst feeling: When I feel that I can't make it to Sec 5. SHIT!
94. Best feeling in the world: Happy, for others and for myself.

FUTURE SUCCESSORS.
1. Aishah.
2. Shafira.
3. Iman.
4. Farah.
5. Adila.
I don't think they will want to do it though. But I really hope they do. Sorry if there's any typo error or whatsoever. I'm typing in the dark.

Sometimes, I bloody hate those people who self-proclaim that they are pretty or handsome or cute (or whatever other vocabs that are suitable to substitute these words). Why? Coz they are obviously not! No one is. Try going to the toilet with a mirror which can fit your oh-so-pretty/handsome-face when you wanna go and shit. Look at it when you're trying real hard to get that shit out of your asshole. Look at how pretty/handsome you are. Or rather, look at how *fugly you are. And that's my theory on why no one is pretty/handsome. Make sense doesn't it? No? Up to you to decide. Anyway, this paragraph is dedicated to those 'prasantans' out there who think they're pretty/handsome. Think twice before saying that you are bebeh!
*short for fucking ugly

Okay so yesterday was the first time I logged in to Friendster for God-knows how many months of not doing that. And when I look at my list of friends I wonder, who are these people? I don't even know some of them. Ohh wait, that's the purpose of having Friendster right? To make friends. And some of the pictures I viewed from other people were like so the "shiok sendiri" like they're telling the people to "ohh,look at me!" and some other stuffs. bleahh!! Weird people.

Sorry if I'm being rude in this post. I seriously am sorry. Enjoy reading though. :)

Yesterday afternoon was a blast! Aishah and I waited for Shafira for God-knows how long before heading to the stadium. And upon reaching, the whole complex was closed lah. So no gym session for us. So we walked all the way to JP to do some aimless walking. But ended up buying maggi from 7-11 and went to Block 689 to eat. Like some Aceh people seh! Almost all the passer-bys were looking at us lah. Went home after that. Alighted at Aishah's place bus stop ad walked towards my place's bus stop. And Shafira and I did something merepek. We were at this junction and we crossed at every traffic light like some crazy people. There's 4 of it btw. Anyway, that just some parts of it. I just don't know how to say about the other stuffs. It's too merepek lah. Wait for Aishah and Shafira to update theirs.

Sometimes you have a friend who is not really a friend. They find you when they're having trouble and when everything is okay they forget about you. I got a friend who is very much the same. And somehow, it irritates me very much. This particular person just asked me for a help and to heck with it. Not gonna help you anymore sucka! After what you've done, no more bebeh! But don't give up though. Ohh whatever man dot dot dot! Nevermind, to err is human.

I don't understand why people like to type with a double letter in between. I mean like this, "Miee, EEu" or whatever shits. As if it's cool or something. But it's not actually.

Sometimes I wonder why I wonder too much. Is it just me or am I sick? Maybe it's just me. I guess I worry too much. That is why I wonder too much. Hmm? Am I making any sense here? No? Sorry about that. None of your biz anyway.

Okay, I need to report to my bed now. I'll update about this afternoon some other time. To make it simpler, I'm lazy to update on what happened on my daily life. Let's have something new for a change. We'll see in the next post. But I have to update on it coz it's too crazy not to tell. Okay, I'm done for now. So long and goodnight!

Was supposed to go jogging this morning wit Fidah but I cancelled coz Mum wanted me to follow her to her work place and do some cleaning. But in the end she went alone. WTH!

Anyway,I'm hating blogger. What's that boxes thingy? Like fucken irritating and I don't understand at all. Like WTF!! Okayy, I'm mad already. "Don't give up beb!" Fuck blogger!

Have you ever wondered that your life is just a dream? I mean, you are in a coma or something and all your relatives are by your side hoping you'll wake up. And all this while you life is just a dream. I had difficulties sleeping yesterday night and that struck me. And I got SUPER scared. And sometimes I wonder, where will I go if I don't make it to Sec 5? Shatec? Nah, not my kind. Questions to ponder. I got this fucken feeling that I won't be able to make it. Damn, I'm screwed!

Gotta do my homeworks and reviions now.

Okayy! This is an updated one! I added a new paragraph below. Something I forgot to write yesterday.

Social Studies paper was do-able(is there such word?) today. My cousins and brother told me it's easy and it really was. I mean, not that easy but as long as it's do-able, I consider that easy. It rained heavily today and I was lazy to bring the umbrella so I was wet upon reaching the school. Walked with Shafwan and the other guys to the school. Shafwan was really funny. He recorded his SS notes(as in he said it out and record) and put it in his MP3 and let me listen to it. And I was like,"dude,that's cool!" It was creative of him to do that. Anyway I was lucky that I studied more on Diplomacy and Detterance coz it came out in Structured Essay. phew!!

Anyway, I came back from the chalet yesterday afternoon. It was super duperly fun I tell you. I reached the chalet at God-knows what time. Went to the pool and played Uno with the rest of the cousins(my father's side). Got to know Haiqal(or whatever the spelling is) aka Benny. Really 'merepek' guy. And he got a driver's license! Damn shit!

Saturday was really boring but who cares anyway. Went to White Sands with Kak Shida, Omar and my brother. We were getting bored in the chalet so we went out.

On Sunday, Kak Shida was kind enough(she's always kind lah and crazy too) to fetch me from my Grading Test at Somerset but she was super late. At night, like about 11+ we went to Arab St(including the 2 kiddos,Hafiz and Nasrul) to relax and ______ed. Cool! Like my first time doing that. Stayed and chit chat till like 1+ or so. Then went to Changi coz I wanted to pee. Hahaha! Then went to Changi Coast Rd to see the airplanes. There wasn't any parking space or whatsoever coz it was an Emergency Exit gate or something but they(Kak Shida and Benny) parked there anyway. We played "Pepsi Cola" in the middle of the night. Like we got nothing better to do sia. Took a lot of pictures but not gonna put it in my blog. I'm fucken lazy! Wne to Changi Village to see some bapoks but didn't see any. Till now, I wondered why is it so interesting in seeing bapoks? Headed back to the chalet after that. And that was like 3+ near 4.

We were supposed to book out on Tuesday morning but all of us didn't know that coz my brother book only until 4th of Sept but the receptionist said they count the nights not the days so there was one more night. How I wish I didn't have any examinations or whatsoever so that I can stay. Bloody Singapore!! And bloody MOE!! Why can't we just have the paper in the October like the other papers? Bloody shit! Anyway, all my other cousins stayed. So yeah! Too bad for me. Well,that's about it. Just in case you're wondering which chalet we went to it was Aloha Loyang in Pasir Ris. And I think I saw Nabil from 2C the other day while walking along the beach with Mum. But it was far though, so I'm not sure that's him.

The most spoken phrase during the stayover at the chalet was..."Don't give up!"
It's a song, if you don't realised that. It goes like this,
"Don't give up!
Oh Siti don't give up!"
And since my cousins call me Siti, they kept saying that phrase to me. Like always! Kinda irritating but funny tho. And since Benny came we kept saying this word at the end of every sentence. For example, "Penat ah BEB!" or "Don't give up BEB!" Get what I mean? There's always this "beb" at the end. And Benny's brother studies in JVS. And he's so the very the kental. Even Benny says so. hahaha!!

That's all lah! I'll update when I feel like it or whatever lah!

Sorry for not updating for quite a long time. Lazy to update. Yesterday's Teacher's Day concert was okayy. The dance performance was really great. The band was cool too. Especially Shol's and Fahmy's.(Sorry Aiman,not yours)I didn't know Fahmy is talented. Like woo! But Aiman's band wasn't that bad either. Went home straight after that.

Gah! Having training later at night. Then have to rush to Pasir Ris' Aloha Resort for the family gathering or relatives gathering or whatever shits you call that. Mum's gonna bring my stuffs there so I'm going there empty handed. Well,not really empty,gonna bring my SS TBs and SS file and not forgetting my uniform (for Grading on Sunday) so that I can at least study at night. Hoping that my other cousin who's taking N level is coming so that we can study together.

Anyway, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all teachers from JVS and BLPS aka JPS and to my cousin too. I've done updating or rather I'm lazy to type any further.

JOAKIM IS FINALLY OUT!!!!